Recovery • 6 minutes to read
Healthy is the new holy.
Here’s what I mean by this:
- The essence of holiness is God.
- The core of God is love (1 John 4:8).
- The core of love always comes out of and happens within the context of relationship.
We need to begin to see holy through the lens of healthy relationship with ourselves and others.
In fact, I would go as far as to say that a healthy connected relationship with God IS actually about the health of our relationship with ourselves—our own thoughts and feelings—and our relationship with others.
I grew up in an environment where holiness was often about a “moral squeaky cleanness,” aka our behavior. I have come to see that holiness is about loving yourself well and loving others well.
To love is to have someone’s best interest in mind.
In the 1980s, I went to a Bible college where, in my opinion, the mega TV evangelist viewed the gospel as transactional rather than transformational or relational—what I like to call “selling hell insurance.” Meanwhile, he was living in his own personal hell of sexual addiction. I don’t say this out of judgment because I have experienced being a misguided believer myself. At the time of this evangelists public confession to his congregation and over the media, I was a young college student. I remember thinking, “Hey, you’re not the only one struggling with sexual addiction. Help us out of this ditch.”
In my opinion, this is sometimes where religious settings have gotten in the way of our healing. The 12-step group in the basement of the church is sometimes more honest than the pew or the pulpit in the sanctuary. The core of what Christ taught is about face-to-face relationship, which creates the opportunity for us to be open, honest, and vulnerable.
In his book, Changes That Heal, Dr. Henry Cloud writes,
It is interesting to compare a legalistic church with a good AA [Alcoholics Anonymous] group. In the church, it is culturally unacceptable to have problems; that is called being sinful. In the AA group, it is culturally unacceptable to be perfect; that is called denial. In one setting people look better but get worse, and in the other, they look worse but get better.Henry Cloud, Changes That Heal
He goes on to say that there are, of course, good churches and bad AA groups, but unfortunately, because of a lack of grace and truth in some of our churches and religious settings, some people have had to look outside the church to find healing.
In the church environment I grew up in, a lot of influence was placed on what we would call “altar experiences,” which was at the end of the service or sermon. In response, people would come forward and pray to God and express godly sorrow—this is what we used to call repentance.
My knowledge that God had the power to heal seemed to only make things worse. I believed in God’s healing power, but thought there must be something wrong with me. I continued to ask God for help, but kept doing the same thing. Sometimes it felt like trying to tip the repent-o-meter. If I was sincere enough, maybe I would find healing from this ongoing struggle.
I see repentance differently now, as a way of changing how we think, and more of a process than a one-time experience. The word for repentance is metanoia: sometimes translated “changing our thinking.” Or we might say, “to repent” is to “change the way we think.”
In many ways, the “alter experience” was focused on individual prayer and personal repentance. It was often more “deliverance” focused and less relational; rather than healing focused and applying the model of the Trinity—that we are healed through relationship. It was almost expected that our thinking errors, our addictive behaviors, and all our traumatic experiences would be taken care of by this prayer, rather than pointing us to relationship—to a model of healing in community.
Don’t get me wrong, I believe in prayer. I just see it as a piece of God’s work in us and not the whole process. Prayer isn’t a magic pill. At our core, we are relational beings, made in God’s image—the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, who are in relationship.
Healing typically happens slowly, painfully, incrementally, but always relationally. We can feel sorrowful, but if we don’t see the errors in our thinking, it’s hard to change—to repent. This is especially true when we don’t see where we’re getting it wrong with ourselves, God, and others. Even when we feel bad about our behavior, we need others around us who can help us identify our false beliefs and walk alongside us in the process of change.
Michael Dye writes,
We are wounded in relationship and we must heal in the context of relationship.Michael Dye, The Genesis Process
It is having these new, opposite experiences that bring healing to us.
I was speaking at a church recently, where an individual gave his card to the pastor, asking that I reach out to him. He had heard about Pure Desire Ministries through my presentation. During our conversation, he said two things that really impacted me. The first thing was, “Thank you for pointing us to the education of the Conquer Series and to groups for connection and healing. I’ve been struggling for many years without being able to share it.” He didn’t always see the church as a safe place to be real and had been carrying this struggle and secret for many years.
The second thing he shared was that he felt anxious during the service, thinking that he may have to come forward or experience some form of public embarrassment.
I am grateful for a different experience. Over the past five years, I have been a part of Pure Desire groups in my church in Coeur d’Alene, Idaho. We have seen over 200 men and women go through recovery groups. Whether they were struggling with addiction or from the betrayal of others, they experienced healing in a grace-filled, safe community.
When I’m sitting in a weekly Seven Pillars of Freedom group with other men, we can:
- be honest about our fears,
- share emotions that cause us discomfort,
- explain our greatest painful experiences in life, and
- reveal our negative sexual history that has us trapped.
Even through all this, we find that we are loved and accepted.
I have found this to be very transformational.
In the church and in our communities, the goal is different now. The focus is on helping people find a safe place where they can be completely honest about who they are, where they’ve been, and the direction they want their life to go.
It’s about transformation.
Healthy relationships are attractive. When we pursue healthy relationship with God, this increases our holiness, and our ability to not only become healthy, but create healthy relationships with others. It is the part of the gospel.
I would encourage you to say this honest prayer to God, one I prayed 22 years ago:
“Could You lead me to people and resources that can help bring healing to this area of my life?”
The answer to my prayers usually come through relationship.
To put it simply:
Holiness = God = Love = Relationship = Healthy
Like I said, healthy is the new holy.
The views, opinions, and ideas expressed in this blog are those of the author alone and do not reflect an official position of Pure Desire Ministries, except where expressly stated.